Spiritual

2005-05-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

thought dat changing a new blog skin would made my life better or me feeling better...but seems like there's something wrong w this skin, cant seems to add in the tag board! aniway will figure it out soon!

had been awhile since i last post. rather busy, tired lately. juz doesnt feel like updating..caoz!

really feel tired. drained. somebody save me.

Wed

2005-05-11T18:37:00.000+08:00

The Reading Begins...

Was flipping ma classmate's 8 days mag yday, while i came across a page delicated to books. Stopped and read the details, ma attention was being drawn by one of the book which is titled: "I Used To Miss Mim...But My Aim Is Improving" by Alison James. Emm...wad an interesting title i thought to maself.. continued to read for more details & found out that its actually a so called "Survival Guide" for women whom are going thru Breakup Disasters. An interesting book indeed, & i think all gals shoulda hv one of these book on the book shelf. Decided to make this book as one of ma collection.

Went searching high and low for this book...made a trip down to MPH but no stock, buzz Kino & Borders but the response was i need to place an order & wait for 3 weeks for the shipment****! Luckily, Miss V managed to find it @ Tamp's Times bookstore and she requested for an reservation over at PS Times! *Smile*

e new member on ma bookshelf

lady bhind the book (Author Alison James)

Rushed down to PS Times to purchase the book this afternoon, got a copy for Miss V too. Had juz began reading it, kinda interesting & facts stated in are rather realistic. Will continue my "reading journey" & will see what i can learn and discover from this book!!

Sun

2005-05-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

Fly...Another Week

had been real busy w sch work & stuffs tis week, gotta rush to work at 2 places on thur & fri, rush to "workplace 1" from sch, then rush to "workplace 2" from "workplace 1" ...it really drain me to the maximum, was really damn tired! but well, i will tarhan & hang on there!

tml will be a brand new week again, & i can sense that things will be worst coz ma undone stuffs are juz "growing", piling up...now as tall as a 10 storey flat!~~~~arghhh...

on the undone list is the Entrepreneurship Project, wic will include completing the questionnaires, compile the results then the final report, deadline will tml evening
--> to be email to groupmate for compiling. guess tml i really got to rush! second "listed" will be ma CRM ICA, wic had been scheduled on nxt mon... wic means its study time again! ohh man...real got no time pls giv me 48 hrs per day!! i need dat!

**someone give me more time**

thou here im complaining dat i dun have enuf time to do ma stuffs, but i still made my way out this afternoon for a lunch cum movie date wif Miss V. had lunch at a cafe located Wheellock place, food was no bad & pricing was fine. headed down to cineplex to catch Mr Bloom on "Heaven of kingdom" (emm..did i get the title correct..?) emm... the movie was oki la, not dat fantastic, the story is kind of expected...all about fighting & conquering... boring is what i can conclude... but i kinda like Mr Bloom, he look rather good & mature in this movie, so much better as compared to how he looked in the movie "Troy"!

oki enuf of dat, time to get some rest, i shoulda rest well, recharge & get ready for the brand new week! will definately get all my undone stuffs done by end of the week!!

** "power" is all i need!! **

The Ultimate Trip - KL

2005-05-03T11:46:00.000+08:00

The Ultimate Trip - KL

bac in sin frm KL on sun late evening, after the 5hrs long long coach journey. god! 5 hrs! wad i did thru out the journey was to sleep, wake up, watch dvd, eat & sleep again! the gd thing was, the coach was real comfortable, nber regret paying $97 for that ---> thx to Ms V for bringing us the comfy coach ride! *Winks*

really had loads of fun there, thou didnt have much time to satisfy ma urge of shopping, but still managed to get some accessories & a mummy's day gift for ma mummy! *Blink*

the main & entire agenda for the KL trip was to party party, drink & drink! so on sat nite, whole group of us headed out the hotel at 11pm for our ALCOHOLIC TOUR! intended to party at a place called "Passion" but ended up at Zouk. well... talking about KL's Zouk, emm...to me i definately prefer the one at our hometown! thou the layout, concept, feel, furnish are similar to the one in sin, it still made a big different...perhaps its the crowd there! anyway no much comment bout it!

someting real funny & hilarious happened on sat nite outside Zouk (kekekek. cant stop laughing till now) & the Lead Actress is no one but ma dear Ms V! kekekekke! well i should not comment & talk much about it here, juz stay tune to Ms V's blog, she definately will giv us a wonderful "Live Teleccast" of the "Wonderful-->Once in a Live Time Encounter" OUTSIDE KL's Zouk!

*so stay tune people! Blinks* Winks*

"watch" list

2005-04-28T18:11:00.000+08:00

"Watch" Day

made a trip down to cityhall for an appointment this afternoon & wow the weather is super duper HOT! extremely HOT! & i cant stand it, can Mr Sky or Mr Earth do someting to the weather? Mr Sun is reali smiling & beaming on top of the sky, cant take it anymore! i feel like a chocolate...melting in every seconds...

decided to shop around after the appointment, wanting to source for a birthday gift for Ms V. after rounds & rounds finally managed to get a "rounded face watch" (wif a pink strip) at a push cart store, price was rather reasonable & the design look rather classy & expensive. got the similar watch for maself too! mine is in red!

here's how it looks!

*new member to ma watch collection!*

2005-04-25T20:21:00.000+08:00

terrible body ache, terrible virus

felt terrible, frustrated for these few days, ma whole body had been aching since fri nite, got worst on sat nite...came sun was a total disaster. mananged to make ma way to sch in the morning. struggle to the doc for consultation in the afternoon, am feeling much better now after swallowing 3 different kind of medicine. bt still gotta watch out for ma diet these few days, no spicy food..ohhh.
well, will learn how to look after maself more so Ma Dear Pally Ms V, Ms C dun worry for me ya!

Section delicated to Ma Dear Pally:

Ms C: i want to see u happy dun wana c u sad, hope u can be ur ownself k!

Ms V: happy dat u had been dating a few guys lately, im sure u will definately find ur Mr Right soon! Bless U!

the sick me

* juz wan everybody to b happy *

19 apr 05

2005-04-19T14:45:00.000+08:00

PART I: A brand new beginning

classical classical! im back in ma yr 3 classical modules, wic means TEP had come to an end...good! had enuf of long "working" hours! had finally come to ma 3rd yr in NYP emm...shoulda say time really flies, without human knowing. feeling rather excited & at the same time worried...excited about new semester but yet worried whether m i about to TUNE ma mindset bac to studying.

spent a bomb at school. lecture notes, textbooks, tis & that endless! no choice

Business Mgmt Yr 3 lecture notes

Ma new "WONDER WOMEN GAGGAGE"

PART II: New blogskin

gotta a new blogskin for ma spiritual avenue, & again tkx to ma pally buddy RLene for the help & she had also added one of ma fav track "Again" by Lenny Kravis! ***CLASPS HAND***! now ma blog seems perfect! great!~~~~!

Muacks to RLene!

2005-04-15T09:40:00.000+08:00

wad's on ma reading list?

lately had been reading Sex And The City storybook by Candace Bushnell. decided to start reading cz ma buddy Ms V stressed to me: " go get SATC dvd, every gal shd see it!". so i decided to get the storybook instead, cz there aint sufficient time for me to watch the whole series.

the story is written in a way to share dating, love experiences and sometimes till the extend of ONS & F***king experiences. had kinda of learnt & gained certain "knowledge" after reading a few chapters and will hope to gain more after i complete.

*Till the next time! The Reader*

2005-04-11T10:22:00.000+08:00

is the Situation Over?

is the so called "situation" over? guess so.hope so.wil not haunt me again..lasted less than 3 weeks & the problem show out itself. its kind of wad i expected earlier on...juz wondering how long it wil last this time round. again..wad can be done..? unknown. shd said tis time the hurt level is much more lesser. or shd said there isnt any, due to the pre-mental preparation i had. jolly well understand the "rules" of the game, play hard & obey the "rules"!

according to the "King" of game, he need time to sort out the mess in life, he requested the "Queen" to hang on & wait. for how long..? unknown. to me all these are crap!

time will tell

1 Apr

2005-04-01T10:22:00.000+08:00

Caught in situation again...

mixed feelin, confused are listed in life's agenda recently. hv taken a step forward, bt unsure whether wil it brin anytin good. wil it be the right step? right decision? tired w this kinda of issue, tired w this kinda of feelings. the level of uncertaintly, insecurity, confusion are buildin up. dun wish to be caught in all these foolish & miserable stuff again. fear of handling it, fear of having tis kinda of feelings again. unsure of the ways to handle it.

chosen to take a step forward when commitment or security doesn't exists. unsure of the reasons causing the mistake to repeat itself. guess its emotion & feelings. these brings uncertainty of status, position, future (if there is...).

holding a King in hand, the "master" of this situation have all control over everything. with a Joker in hand simply means there isnt any power of controlling but juz simply be lead thru out the whole phrase. caught in the situation, losing emtional control, living in a high level of insecurity best decride the Joker's position.

caught in situation, yet again. wonder when will things fall in place. gonna make a way out, a way thru. doesnt wan a King in hand, but a Player who draws out the rules & have control over the whole phrase of the game.

ending-with: poker cards player

Juz another Day

2005-03-18T11:01:00.000+08:00

*Liquid Kitchen: The New Creation

Las nite...ma virgin nite at ma Co New Creation @ Upper thomson, The Liquid Kitchen. Managed to find ma way there, w the help of cab.

The lst impression when i stepped in, "Wooooo! Nice plc, well furnish, great furniture!" Like the color combinations, orange w blue. Glass tables & nice comfy sofas well spread around the whole plc, classy candle stands wif lighted candle placed on each table...

One word description: NICE! I like, appreaciate the fine work the designer had done. Surperb! *Clasps Hand*

Okie, enuf of the Hu Ha above, bac to reality...im there to work, not to giv comments of this New Creation! Got a Orange Mandrain Collar blouse frm ma collegue, Yes its ORANGE..& i hv to put it on. Cant accept anytin dat is ORANGE to b place on ma body!

No choice got to oblige (mumbling ..YUCKS my god, bright orange!)

Proceed'd to get change. Made a right turn to the wash room. I felt in "LOVE" w the toliet whn i gently push the door to enter. Another exclaimation in my heart: " Woooooo, Ma dream toliet design!" Tiles are in the mixture of Orange, Red & White, emmm.... its make up of Tiny Small Squares Tiles, (pardon me, dun reali knoe wad's the proper name for these kinda of tiles)

With the tiles & color combination it totally Vibrant, RETRO, & Shiny! I like! . Arrgghhh... Okie enuf bac to reality again...Got bac to my senses, got change in high speed, & dashed out.

The real pain begins here:

To get started, ma collegue told me the followings:
- No conversation between waitress
- No hp
- No smoking (its a non-smoking Premium Bar...???)
- No siting around

And:

- Must serve drinks w a tray
- Must get permission before taking five

- Must stand near the entrance & greet the walk in guest

- Must put on an waist level apron & a "weapon" set (include bottle opener, lighter, pen)

- Must b on Alert mode all nite long

Can't accept so many Nos & Must in a split seconds, had to "swallow" it down, thou its choking me. For a moment was busy calming maself down from the "Culture Shock" i had juz experienced & trying real hard to regain back my posture.

U may ask y Culture Shock..? Here's the reasons for y im suffering from CS:

- lst important point working in Qool Bar doesn't required uniform

- We have the freedom to smoke, chat, use hp, & even sit around

- We dun ned to serve drinks w trays, & definately no aprons on us!

Its definately 2 different workin environ..Well... Guess i juz hv to adjust maself into this atmosphere & situation.. Wil b at this New Creation for 2 days per wk, another 2 wil b back to Qool. For the moment i wil juz endure, endure & endure!

* ending this blog wif: " wonder can i endure...?"*

17 Mar, Thur Morning...

2005-03-17T09:56:00.000+08:00

Today's Mood Chart: Moody..? Happy..? Blue & Blur..? = Uncertain Spirt

Had been a fews days since i last post on my blog had been rather busy these few days. Busy w stuffs like MMD project, wic reali drive me to ma max! & oso MRC stuffs, survey after survey, QA again & again, scan & scan non stop! All these r endless, whn is it gonna to cum to an end? No idea, search me..

Juz finish'd readin one of ma dear fren's blog, she had posted a reali wonderful article talkin abt & stating dwn the reason of y she cnt seems to get a date. Act tis is sometin dats gonna to happen to me, i guess.. Wondering wad's the prob dat went wrong? Mayb its juz like wad ma dear fren pointed out, r we:

- Not pretty enuf
- With serious attitude prob
- Having high expectation..
- *& all sorts of negative comment*

Is tis all the reasons of y we gals cant get a date..Oh mine, i hv no idea!

Besides the above, another issue wic i tik is rather frustrating: Can't seems to meet any good guy... i mean a serious guy w proper mentality & attitude... or another words a Sensative New Age Guy (SNAG). Isit reali dat diff to get one?
Wad a gal ned is juz a guy whom is caring, sincere, understandin, juz someone to lead on whn she is tired, sad & moody... Juz someone to coax her whn she ned, dats all..is dat diff to get someone to do dat..I wonder..

Had went out w a few guys for dinner, movie, coffi session, club but the conclusion wic i arrived at are..I cldn't seems to find anytin attractive & wonderful abt them. They r either too childish, too corny, too mature & old for me or SIMPLY juz no CHEMISTY & SPARK. All i can say is: " Juz no rite", i shd say!

* ending tis blog w ???? in ma mind *

Missing..HIM..Again?

2005-03-10T10:01:00.000+08:00

Thinking, Missing, WinKing ***Ne...

Ever c u AGAIN..?

Suppose to meet up wif ***Ne arrrhhh... i wil juz indicate as ----> "HIM" & other frens las evening for a drink & catch up session, bt it had been cancelled las min..Oh..im Disappointed, had been hoping to c HIM since he was bac in town.. Hasn't seen HIM for half a yr, remembered the las time was las Jul, weeks before he flied off..didnt spoke much to HIM...guess i was rather Unstable, Moody then..(juz not rite to talk)

Had alwys been a Special Fren to me..for yrs, alwys categorized HIM as ma "ALL TIME FAV GUY", alwys had a Prolong Special Feelings towards HIM!

Lately frens told me:" Make sometin happen, "Jia You", go ahead!"..bt i guess i wldn't do anytin now, im not prepared..i wil leave it to fate..i believe..
Wish to c him AGAIN..bt whn wil dat b..? Thou HE is bac in town now..

*I wonder if I'll ever see you again*

Virgin Post

2005-03-09T11:25:00.000+08:00

***Spiritual Avenue Virgin Post*** Wink***

Finally ma very own BLOG is out, had been reading & visiting frens blog, so nw is ma turn!
Special tks to Rlene for helping...***Clasp Hand****!! Ma spiritual avenue to confide in. Ma Spiritual diary.